Memories Flowing In The Air!Past Cant Be Reverse!Appreciate Them!

Yes or No?

2011-03-07T00:29:00.000-08:00

It's been while. Suppp? Lol.
Kinda busy these days. Thinking bout stuff all day long.
I wonder why. Why is this world so unfair and why isn't she showing me any reaction. Ah. Maybe I'm the one which is not taking action or perhaps it's not the right time yet? only god knows. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
Although yes it's true. We can't really expect everyone to be perfect. How nice sweet good are you. There's surely weaknesses in you yourself!
"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control." From the day I met you. It's like I saw you somewhere before too. Like you said to me that time. All this while, I don't know what am I to you. You will always look for me if you're sad or down. You told me you appreciate me when you needed someone. You said I cheered you up whenever you're down. You'll always feel better after talking to me. I wanted to tell you this but I guess I have to let God to show you if you read my blog. (;
Had the precious and wonderful moment with you in the Hotel. (:
you're so cute when you're asleep. =D
You're like an earthworm you know.? -.-" Keep on twist and turn. I have to like cover you with the blanket for like "zillions' times. LOL. The moment you smile and look at me. I was like stunted. Oh no what have I done. Haha. I'm so afraid that you'll mind that I hug you and took care of you.
After you're awake I suffered a bad bad bad headache and neckache. Lol. Told me that you're not tired but then slept again till the next morning.
We should go for it when it's impossible.Omg, I'm nowhere now with no directions. Can anyone help me out here? Lol. I'm always the one that gives people benefits but neglected myself.
Sigh. What on earth should I call myself?
From now on, I'll dream big and do whatever is necessary. Forget bout all this shits.
I dunno what should I do now. Should I look for her tonight and tell her? Tell her that I love her? Or should I not? Or is it too soon? I just got to know her two months.
I can't make any freaking decisions. Argh.

-|CherRy|-
-Arthur-

I Was Wrong And I'm Back. (:

2011-02-27T23:17:00.000-08:00

I'm back. (:
Sorry for not updating my blog. Was kinda busy with outings and works.
I'm seriously wanan get out of this lifeless life. Omg. I feel so dead and sick now.
I'mma get my freaking license this two weeks. No more hanging around or fooling around. (;

Seriously, People still thinks I'm so into her and telling me stuff to make me jealous. Omg. Please? I got over you and it's over. Now, I'm in love again. (:
I seriously hope that this time it wouldn't spoil and ruin my career. I'm kinda like fail in "LOVE" but I'm good in relationships. Don't even know whether it's related anot. Haha.
Nowadays, You've been busy working. I miss you so much la like seriously.
The moment I'm about to do something, you're the first thing I thought of. (: I mean it. And I'm not trying to pretend or fake anything.
Oh yeah. Bloody chicken god Zi Hao. You wait I'm being very patient with you. Everytime oso like that one. Argh. Pist pist pist. Don't wanna talk bout it anymore. But dota let me kill. Haha. Sad thing.
My dad's like nagging at me bout my college and license stuff. DAMN! It's annoying.
I'm so tired in relationships ard. Neither to let go? Or to go for it and make things go with the flow. I'm not gonna rush things up like last time. How clumsy. -.-
And It's been a long time since I exercise or do sports. LOL!
I'mma play for a team name TOP-2 next saturday for a tournament. Hope I still got my skills.(:
I will give it all and beat you OPPONENT! Watch and learn! Guys if anyone's playing football or having friendly. Please kindly call me up.
Anyway. I hope things going smooth as it use to be. I'mma go and make license with Zi Hao later.
Ciao peepz.

-| CherRy |-

Arthur. (;

PARTAY! No More Facebook After March.

2011-01-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

Lucky Day. (;

2011-01-06T23:54:00.000-08:00

Everyone say hey say yo say haha. Lol. What talking me?
Well, I won 30bucks today just only for two freaking game for lucky.
Am I PRO or just LUCK? haha.
Omg, Don't go top two without sweater or jacket. You can cold to death there. So amny freaking air-cond.-.-
Gamble gamble gamble. Not a good habit!
Better stop before it's too late. Birthday birthday is coming soon. Can't wait for that day to come! Hope you'll wish me and be there for me. );
Seriously. I've been living a meaningless shit life. I live because of you. Sigh. Trying my best to motivate myself and stuff. It seems like you dun give a damn or even care.
It's okay. I heard from your friends. You've been acting like a bossy prefect in school and stuff. Is it true? Never know you change so much. Thought you were friendly and stuff. Never knew you were this kind of girl. You broke my heart. YES. You Lied to me! YES. You even won the freaking game. Good for you. But it's okay. I'm not pist or hate you. Just wanna care and give you the best I can give you.
I gtg now.
Ciao.
Take care guys!

-|Arthur|-
-|Ch3rrY|-

Vampire Life.

2011-01-05T23:54:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the late update! Well, kinda busy nowadays. Don't even have enough time to sleep!
Cant blog much nowadays. There really no time at all. Sad to say I'm gonna start work soon and live a college life. Got no idea yet to enter which college. -.-
Had a great talk with Abiel and Puven last two days at Abiel's place. (;
I'm sorry guys if I went over the broad. I'm apologising sincerely here if you're reading this. A true friend scolds like a dad, cares like a mom, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother & finally loves u more than a lover.
Love is love. There's no theory or calculation or scientific reasoning to explain why we experience it. Thats the best damn thing we've got!f relationship becomes painful, let it go & save yourself. Remember: you will be able to find new love but never another self. My mind is full with Love and relationships problem now. Sigh, I'm reading all kinds of article to get to know more and understand what is love all about and stuff.Whenever someone judges u by your actions, rubs in your negativities.. know urself the best. People don’t tell u who u are, u tell them!
The best date is with someone who can take you anywhere without touching anything but your heart.
You can always crave for anyone, but there will always be that special someone that is enough for you to forget the rest.
Waiting is the most important thing that we can do for the one we love. But remember: as it goes, it can also change your mind like what I'm doing now. Who knows? Maybe one day your true love appear suddenly? Love is blind!Live your life & love every second of it. It does have the rough times, but you gotta learn to get through them. Be who you are! Don't turn yourself into worse person but a better person!
Life Rules: If u dont go & step after what u want, u'll never have it & always on the same place. If u dont ask, the answer will always NO.
You can't change what's past. But you can always do better today and have a brighter tomorrow.
Differences between girls & boys:: Girls have a bad habit of holding on for too long. Boys have a bad habit of letting go too easily. Is this true?-.-
For me I think No!Girls are stronger than guys now. Nowadays world really is changing!
Well, I got to know one good fren! Just only knew him and we get kinda close and get to know each other's problem and thoughts. Played two games of snooker and lost to him 2 games both games lose 20points. SAD! I was leading and I lost!-.-
Yesterday played lucky and gameble all the way and lost 60bucks.!
I'm like wtf happened to me. I'm really unlucky yesterday. Sigh! FTW!
It's okay. I won't be gambling by following my feelings anymore. Once you're addicted to win You'll never give up or stop!
Having a million friends isn't a miracle. The miracle is to have ONE friend who'll stand by you when millions are against you.
The only way you will actually do something is if you stop talking about it and just DO it. Plan without action is nothing! Wake up Arthur! Stop hanging out here and there till late night and live a vampire life.
Omg! I'm living a vampire life for like a wekk plus. Really bad for health and kills me!
There's never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat,i n a single flashing & throbbing moment. Appreciate if you found your love ones. Don't be so choosy!
Trust me. You'll live a better life. It's not bout looks and stuff but fate!
I'll wait for you BP.
If you really hate me and dun care bout me. Then I think I'll have to let go. I love you so much all these while and seems like you just ignoring it and giving excuses to yourself. I know you got problems now which you cant handle and not ready for relationships yet but I'll always wait and care for you. <3
Time to clean up myself and get ready!(;

Take care guys.!

-|Arthur|-
-|Ch3rrY|-

Dull New Year Eve.

2011-01-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

Time really flies. Is like zoom then gone. Really had great moments and memories in 2010. Miss them much. Best thing is it's all about learning from past to set new things. Keep positive! Don't ever ever do something stupid! Take time to make decisions. Don't rush things up. Take it slowly.! (;
Someone who lives in the past, is missing on all the wonderful things in the present and future. Move on it's 2011! ;)
So yeah. Let's move on and deal with life! This is what life all about. Facing challenges making tough decisions. You must be wise in making any decisions. (;
Don't ever ever step into the wrong steps. This three years will be the moment for me to succeed in my future. I will strongly motivate myself and give it all to do all my best for my studies. (;
Bye Bye 2010. Hellooooo 2011. I regret treating my parents and my family like strangers last time!
I'll always love them and be there if they need me.
I'm so so sorry. Happy New Year world.!
Well, Spent a great time poker-in with Kenneth, Alex and Tenson!
Never expect that we ended up playing poker on new year eve. LOL.
We spent like 8 hours playing poker and went for Dim Sum. MmmM. Yummy. Dam delicious! (;
Slept at bout 10 and was sleeping like a dead pig. Woke up and went on facebook and chat with few of my friends and here I am blogging again. Argh, I feel so lazy to blog, but I'm addicted to it -.-
Well My brain's stonning now cant think of anything to blog about so...

Ciao! ILYBP. Sigh.

-|Arthur|-
-|Ch3rry|-

Happy Birthday CM! (;

2011-01-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

Happy 18 Birthday Cm!It's the first birthday we celebrated your birthday. Although we had some arguements last time, I wanna say sorry! Well well, why do you have to celebrate your birthday in MOS?-.- It's quite fun that night though. (:
Thanks for making it happening that night. You! never entertain us or drink with us. So sad. ):
Sorry that my friend make you drunk or puke that night. =D
Hehe. Thanks for inviting us to your party! Had fun that night! Take care CM.! All the best in your future!
Well, let's start with Sean. Drunken ass, get high so easily. Talk big number one. Thought you wanted to get some chicks home that night?What happened huh?=D
We danced, drank and party-ed all night! Damn! There's various of crowds there. I don't know why nowadays MOS is full with malays. -.-
I thought they cant drink? Who cares. "MALAYSIA BOLEH!" Kononnya.-.-
LOL! We were BOOM BOOM POW-in the dance floor! Hell yeah! There's people battled on the dancefloor with their hip-hop moves and stuff. It was Cool! Yeah! That's the way we rock the club.
The freaking DJ was awesome too. (:
Best DJ so far for me. But I got no idea what's his name is. Lame!
We had fun that night! Thanks to me! Opps. It's CM!
Had a great time with you and your friends! They were friendly!

When I got home that night I couldn't sleep. Was stonning on the bed. Thinking bout her and what we've been through. I was drunk and that feelings is like thousands of needles poking through your heart. I was rolling, crying and hugging my lovely soft toy. Sigh. I really hope we were still friends. It's okay! I still got hopes on you! (;

Ciao!

-|Arthur|-

I Miss K.L!

2010-12-29T20:42:00.000-08:00

Omg. Yesterday I went to some cyber cafe called KINGSURF. The people there are so damn noob! Haha. Came back in the evening and went out dinner with my relatives. We called so many freaking dishes. Everyone's stomach was like popping out especially grandpa. You look dam cute la the way you walk. Hehe. Be healthy I love my family and my relatives! Mwah!<3
Slept at 5 yesterday. -.- Had an appointment with my cousin wanted to eat the best roti canai in Johor. But seems like i missed it. Lol. They tapao for me and when I woke up it's already like 1 P.M. Haha. Feel so freaking tired now. Gonna ciao back to K.L soon! I miss KL and all my friends.!
Here I come again. And my home sweet home! (:
I'm gonna partay aall night again today. (:
I wished you were here with me. I would do anything just to be with you. What you want me to do? Can you at least tell me or give me some hint?Sigh. You know how much I love you right? You yourself know. But why?What happened?You just broke up with me suddenly with no reasons?You know what knid of feelings is that?let's change situation. I put you in my shoe. What would you feel?Sigh. I dun wanna be emo again! -.-
I just love you. That's all.
KL KL I just miss you. I'm coming baby! (:
Take good care of yourself and all the best next year. (:

ILYBP
Ciao! <3

-|Arthur|-

Long Long Journey.

2010-12-27T10:31:00.000-08:00

Well Well. Woke up at 12.30a.m. and really late for the journey to Johor. What a long and tired journey I went through that day.
Yesterday, went to apple in cheras with 4 of my friends for dota. They really did disappointed me. Lost 2 games in a row. SAD. Well, it's okay we can still improve. Right?
Stupid alex. You better better improve.=P
We played till like 3 in the morning. LOL! had been a long time since we hang out in cc till morning! (; My Yaphets SF really own everyone. (:
Only I'm the one using SF with Yaphets along that whole night. (;
too bad guys.(:
Drow own the second game but lost. Not my freaking fault but you all!xD
Can't balme you guys cause they really play well too. =D
Really missed those memories moment we've been through ):
Omgosh! I feel like a zombie like I always do. Haha. I wanna throw this habit away. But when??!!
Urgh! It's easy to say but hard to change. Sigh. Arthur Arthur.!?! CHANGE!?!?!
Went poker in tenson's place. Till almost 7 in the morning. -.-
Won 50 bucks at first. Then lost all the way and owe them money. In the end i won back. Result I won 8 bucks. WTF. Haha. ALthought it's not as much as I won last time. It's counted as victory too. (:
You all better clear up your debts man!If not I'll whack the hell out of you! =D
Bloody assholes. Owe me money then dun wanna pay.
Waiting for new year eve to come.(:
Then I'mma party like it's end of the day. =D
WooHoo.! Can't wait for that day la.
Next year I'mma live a normal human life!No more Day sleep Night Slay =D
It's sooooo boring here in Johor!
Can anyone call me now and talk to me?lol.
Feel so hyper now and soo awake now!-.-
I'mma try to get some sleep if not I'll be online-in till tomorrow. =D

Ciao!<3
ILAOY

-|Arthur|-

Blasting Christmas Eve.

2010-12-25T05:48:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh, the traffic is like not moving at all during christmas eve. It rained yesterday somemore. Went to some job interview in DU. Got it,the offer is not bad, but I dunno whether to start working or continue to enjoy, haha =D
We went to chee hoe and plan out what to do for christmas. As usual. PARTY like it's the last christmas you ever celebrate. (:
Then we fly from ss3 to Cheras. Omg, your driving can make us die man chee hoe. Fuck you. Hahaha.
Luckily our fren jerica manage to book the table. woots!
We went cheras for dinner and met up with our friends.
We rushed our ass to Mist early to see whether there's table for us. Oh my,
it's so packed like shit. I almost couldn't enter the club man cause of my freaking IC and stuff. I'm blacklisted from that club. ):
Sad to say. Lol.
We went in the club like almost 12. Got high and partay whole night! Woots. We ordered two Flaming Lamborghini. Hell yeah, it's damn cool! (:
Everyone got drunk. The crowd is like so freaking packed that you can hardly move nor breathe. HAHA. What a night! DJ monkey!You rock that night man! =D
Btw, Merry Christmas everyone!
Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way.
Woots. best christmas eve ever. I'm so so so bored now during Christmas got no idea what to do.
Christmas is over in 2hours time. ):
Time flies. oh my. Got plenty of stuff to do yet still enjoying everyday. I want a college life not a night life anymore!I miss relationships. ):
Hope to meet my <3 one soon. Haha. I pray that I wouldn't get hurt over girls anymore.(:
Oh my. There's new year eve again. And I'm gonna use cash again. I'm effing broke la.
shit shit shit. better save up now and keep it for myself next year. =D

Nothing much to say. Ciao!
Merry Christmas again!

-|Arthur|-
<3

Day And Night!

2010-12-23T03:51:00.000-08:00

Everyday passes so quickly that I don't even have enough time to do all the stuff I needed to do.
Boringgggggg. Staying at home and rot is not my "THING"
Facing the comp 24/7 is NOT my "THING' too. I'm so fucking sick and tired of some bloody fucked up friends. I don't know are they worth to be called friends. Whatever. Fuck them. Went Yum Cha with my dearest bro Pepsi. =D I sound so gay. Haha. You NEVER beat me yesterday. It was tied. You noob shit plus lucky ass. Haha. Don't know who let me beat by 7 ball. Opps! (:
We went to Puchong and met up with my friend. New friend. =D
She's 20. Lol.
Haha. Met her somewhere in Mist and so on. =D
Argh. I'm so bored NOW. Can someone bring me out of this house? I'm freaking starving and feel like eating everywhere. The whole KL!
Btw, Pepsi YOU SUCK in driving. MUAHAHAHA. (:

My Best friend!Belle Lee Chin Mun
<3

My Best brother. (; Kenneth Chin Yen Wah <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

This was the pictures I took in Prom. (:
What a Night. Really had fun and enjoyed it. Hehe. I'm sooooo hungryyyy nowwwwwww. O:
Feel like a dead zombie now. Haha.
Anyway, goin out later for pool and snooker again. To my true friends. Sorry if I hurt your feelings, but I can't really some of the bloody so called friends. Fuck you.
When I'm successful, one word for you. 'BYE'

Lol?
Not funny.

Ciao! Gonna eat dinner. My mum's cooking skills are awesomeee! (:
love you mummy.!<3

-|Arthur|-

Prom Prom TA DA

2010-12-21T22:56:00.000-08:00

Weeeeeeee, enjoyed the prom yesterday. Not bad. But I feel a bit left out cause you left me);
Promised me to prom in the end, lying to me break all your promises. It's okay, I still forgive you like I said. I'll always forgive you no matter what you do to me. I wish you too will give me a reason or at least tell me something.
Thanks Lee Liang for helping me. I really owe YOU big time. Thank you very much. I love you man!<3 I'll treat you whatever you want when I'm rich. (:
Prom prom. The guys performed the dace not bad. What a dance crew. Keep it up!
But the singing part. ZzzZ. Sad to say. Suck. Lol. Sorry but I'm being humble. (;
Althought I don't know anyone there. i still enjoyed the prom. Haha. What a night!<3
Thanks chin mun for going to the prom with me. I wished on a big big big star that somewhere you are thinking of me. );
Urghhh. What's with all the emotions. -.-
Stop it!stop it.
I just can't handle my emotions.):
I'm a emotional guy. Sad to say that. But sometimes, I am quite cheered up. Don't know why these days, get emo easily. ):
Get to know some new friends. Welcome to my world! (:
After that we went g6 with few cars.=D
We rock g6. It's empty. LOL.
We club among ourselves. So cute HAHAHAHAHA. Can't really believe that I'm laughing now I am laughing now. What talking me. -.-
TAA DAA, Gratz to meeeeeeeee. Weeeeee. I won the best date. Thx chin mun for being a date of mine. (:
Really aprreciate it. hehe. Thanks!

<3
|-Arthur-|<3

The Only Way To Improve Is Keep On Trying!

2010-12-20T19:01:00.000-08:00

Well. Drove the Estima out without license. =D. My mum took the rest of the car keys. ):
Daddy went to Indonesia again. -.- Faster come back. And buy me a BB! (:
Went to some Mamak and wanted to chill. Who knows?All ciao back ard. I was like WTF. Called that noob Pepsi and went to top two with him. (:
Not bad. Got improvement. ALthought it's a draw. And you're lucky tat I'm sick. =D
3-3 was the final score. Lucky ass.=P
Went to grab my car after this stupid pepsi ddly. Hahaha. Pro la Pro la! Happy?
I'm the noob.
We went racing back home. Gosh. Your driving sucks man. Almost bang my bloody car. You ass, watch where you're goin.
Don't know how to use signal isit?Or You fail your undang?ass. =P
I won the race. hehe. Noob driver. got v6 oso dunno use.
Went home and dota till 6 only sleep. Stupid game. First game Sf own like shit. Second game. Online fren called two pub players. Gosh. They suck like shit. Seriously.
Gonna go get ready and ciao to sunway. (:
Toodles!=D

Shop Shop Shop.

2010-12-19T06:48:00.000-08:00

Gosh. Hate goin to KL during the weekends. the traffic is terrible. Even finding a carpark for your car is even worse. Never ever drive to KL during the weekends!(;
Went to Pavillion and shop lots and lots of stuff. But in the end, ended up buying my dad's stuff in Sg. Wang.
Visited Uncle Mike in Robinson in Mid valley. Oh my. The traffic there. Kills me man. Even the premier is fully occupied.
There's like tonnes of people walking around everywhere. During weekends, we can hardly have our sweet time in shopping malls.-.-
Sad. Din't manage to buy my Hugo Boss sweater. But I did bought myself a suit!Not gonna show it yet. Gonna keep till it's prom then I'll take tonnes of pictures with it.(;
Yay Yay. quite satisfied with what I got today. Thanks Daddy Mummy. Love you!
The elevator in Gardens sucks. Oh my. better install more elevator. It's like waiting for ktm. So freaking long and crowded. I think they should extend or do something bout it.
I'm gonna get myself A Gucci belt, LV wallet, Hugo boss sweater and a nice watch next year when I go to college!
gonna work part-time next year.
Seriously. I kinda miss her. Went to the restaurant where we first had dinner with my family!(without my eldest brother)
One day I'll prove to you that I'm a better person with a perfect life and a perfect job.
Hope you still giiving me a chance or meet each other.
Depend on our fate.
Nah. Who cares.
Now I just wanna focus on my career. No more Gf. No more BGL. Phobia phobia phobia. Don't wanna get hurt anymore!

ciaoz. Gonna go yum cha now!Toodles!

-|Arthur|-

Lolipop!Mist!

2010-12-18T00:53:00.000-08:00

Well, just woke up from my nap. Urgh, got sick again. Wasn't feeling well since last week. Eff you cough and flu!
Bye bye aunty and my little cute cousin. Have a safe journey home!(;
Sorry can't accompany you guys to the airport.);
Will miss you guys. Come visit us again anytime. I'll entertain you and bring you to the best spot in KL you wanna go.(;
Sigh, I miss high school. All the memories. People are getting matured and thier attitude change.
I'm gonna stop wasting time and start my foundation soon.
I got something I wanted so much!urgh. Couldn't resist it! Hugo boss jacket. It's like 750 bucks.!
I'mma buy it tomorrow.(;
Hell yeah. Let's talk bout Mist night. Met a bunch of old schoolmates. Partay-in like crazy the whole night. Althought I was sick. I did manage to get a little tipsy. With my "FISHERMAN" candy I'm totally awake!It's helps a lot. LOL. Next time if you guys go drink. get some mint candy for yourself. Don't get yourself drunk too fast or else. Something's gonna happen. lol.
Gosh, the girls there are HOT that night. Haha. Althought I'm not interested in them.(;
I'mma stay single till I get my cert!This is a promise.(:
I really wan that Hugo Boss jacket. Argh! I was stunt when I wore that shirt. It looks freaking cool with me wearing it!Woots. I'mma get myself a Gucci and lv belt and wallet soon.(;
Stupid frens. Keep borrowing money from me, make me broke like fuck now.
When you guys wanna pay me bak?I'm waiting like so long!
I don't know why I feel like blogging these days. Maybe it's because I got no one to talk to.);
ciao!

-|Arthur|-

Night Stalker Singing

2010-12-15T21:40:00.000-08:00

Well. What a day. (;
Woke up in the afternoon and went to Sean's condo and chill for awhile while we're talking bout her and stuff.
Thanks brothers. I'll remember you guys forever. Girls?Fuck them. Not even worth it. I did everything for her every single fucking love. In the end, the way she treats me is even worst than a stranger.
Be careful. Every step you take on a girl is DEADLY. Some of them are heartless.Maybe they don't appreciate you but one day. They'll regret it.
Everyday I'll be like talking to the moon. But from today onwards, I wont be doing tat anymore. I'm gonan change my life and start a new life again.(;
Future Future.The best thing is to focus on your career rather than girls.Study hard and fuck hard for exams!LOL? There's lot of girls there worth to be loved than only one. FOREVER LOVE?Tsk Tsk RUBBISH!
I'm looking in the sky every night and think. Life is wonderful. We Should learn to let go and trust me. That's the right thing to do. I'm sorry guys If I ever hurt your feelings and so on.
But seriously. Sometimes, you guys too gone over the board. I'm trying to be straight forward here. Not tryign to insult u guys or wat.
Guys remember. Always be an Alpha male rather than an asshole.
Your girlfriend dumped you. So what?
We can get another new one right?What for being emo everyday cause of someone? It spoils your life and mood. Better don't be what like I've been last few weeks and months.
Cheer up. You can have a tea with your friends everyday or go drinking with them to lose stress or let go your emotions. Don't ever ever keep it. It'll make you fall ill and get sickness. I went for counselling and this is what I learnt.
Do you really believe true love? Love means caring and sharing?love means learn to tolerate? . Bullshit! Some girls are so evil that they think of themselves. Don't even give a fuck bout their lovers. Just dumped them and fucked them off with no reasons.
To some girls. They just can't get serious in relationships. But can you tell him straight that you can't commit yourself rather than being together then dumped him? Bloody hell, this is what I hate the most. But still I'm a lovely and forgiveable person. I'm too soft. I never hate any of my ex that dumped me but pray that they would find a happier life and so on.
Had so much fun and laughter in Neway yesterday nite. We sang We laugh we sorrows.
thanks for all your support buddies!Sean, Puven, Jowelyn, An xian, Lcm and Adam.
Really had the greatest day with you guys. Hope to look forward in life and cheer up.
Went home with the Left 4 dead zombie's eyes.Haha.
4days sleepin after 4. Oh my, I'm gonna be a vampire soon. haha.
Ciaoz.!

|-Arthur-|

Saddest Day Ever

2010-12-13T19:50:00.000-08:00

Woke up middle of the night starting to think bout you. Sigh I really don't know what I did to make you hate me to the max. Like seriously what did I do? Can't u just tell me? and talk to me bout it? Rather than throwing all the vulgar language to me.):
I don't know. Maybe you don't need me now. I understand you the most, and I swear I'll give you the best if you give me one last chance. You just dumped me for no reason and suddenly you told me that we could be friends like we use to be but now. See what's happening. You totally igonored me and scold me off in a nasty way. I forgive you and love you no matter what. Seriously, I'll never give up on you. All the best in your life.
I cry for you almost every moment thinking bout you. Hope that you'll feel happy everyday.
Gosh. Was watching football, not even 15mins I feel asleep. Wtf.
Then I dreamt bout you and I had during the past. movies, laughters, jokes, tears and joy. I remember every single thing we went through. I'm sorry if I really did something wrong. Can you forgive me?If not I'll feel bad bout it and so.
Urgh. I don't know what to do besides thinking bout you and loving you. Please give me that chance I beg you. I told you you're the one and I'm not making a joke out of it.
Sigh. I'll do anything as long as to be a fren of yours.
Take care Bp.ILY
Well, I went to McD with an idiot which is having the same feeling as me now. Pity him. But I don't really know how to help win. We talked bout life and stuff. He wanted to buy wax to wax his stupid hair.LAWL.Bro just follow the flow. Everything's gonan be alright if u make the right decision. Fuck her?Go back for her. Or Ditch her.that's all
But don't go too over the board. Like I did. Regret after doin in?Pointless.
Learn from mistakes like I do.
But one thing is Don't ever give up easily.(; Fight for it!
Went home, online and dota all day long.
Went out with schoolmates and some church friends to ABC to Shisha.
I hate shisha nowadays. No idea. It causes heart attack. so yea.
I wanna stop smoking badly.)': Opps. Again and again and again.-.-
After that, we went to top two with some friends.(;
Stupid Puven and Sean ffk. assholes.
First game I lost to dennis bout 15marks.
But the second game I beat him by 40marks.(:
I'm so bored of life without you. You gave me empty promises too.
I know I disappointed you but at least give me another chance?I really will change and be a better person.I'm not like other guys. I'm me I'm loyal and I'll never give up. Can't you just trust me and give it a try.?Is it a big risk to take?Sigh.
No matter how you treat me. I'll still love you.
Take care.
BP <3

Rihanna - Cry, with lyrics.

2010-12-13T02:57:00.000-08:00

Randomness!

2010-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

Well..another day just passed!so freaking fast.
Was supposed to go to church, end up not enough sleep and woke up so dam late!LAWL!
Urgh!I got this stupid cough.!makes my throat so itchy that I have to AKHEM every moment.-.-
Sien sien sien.. What happened to me today?Lost so amny games in pool..perhaps I'm not in the mood..Sigh.
Had an aweesome day with u guys. You know who I'm mentioning about..
Stupid ppl postpone my undang test to friday..Urgh!!!It suppose to be wednesday..Bloody hell!!
My high blood pressure is goin to the MAX!dam pistt now.
I've not enough sleep arhhh......):
Wanna sleep oso hard. Stupid emo-ness.!shoooo!!go away please!I hate you!
Won't stop thinking bout her.
You really gave up on me?sigh. I really really don't deserve a second chance from you?):
What can I do to make us friends?i don't wanna lose you as a friend. Sigh.
Was suppose to go to the prom with you and have a happy holidays.
Gosh ruined everything..It's my own fault.):
Maybe I wont be celebrating my 18th birthday after all.
Meaningless. Like you said you wanna give me a surprise. Not even a month away.You dumped me. Left me alone.I forgive you for what you did and all. I just wanna care for you. thats all.
Nothing else. Gosh.Why don't you believe me?What on earth I did to make to lose trust on me?
I got nothing to do or say anymore since you keep ignoring me and running away from me. I just wanna sit down and have a talk with you. Just give me an answer then I'll never ever bother you anymore I swear to GOD. Sigh.
Can you just forgive me?I'm like praying so hard everyday!I dont wanna let you know how I feel cause I know you. Once you made ur choice you stick to it and never change your mind.
But I just can't take it. You know the feeling is like dying and piercing yourself everyday.
I wont't stop crying and trying my best to improve myself.);
I am who I am. Best part of me is that I won't give up.(;
Hope that you'll just forgive me and start a new friendship between us.

TAKE CARE. BP.
IWALY.<3

Chilling Day!

2010-12-11T10:29:00.000-08:00

Went to Pavillion to meet Chin Mun and her mum!(:
Went there along with Sean and Puven.
Ate some nasi campur worth rm30 for two plates.!
WTF.The price of the food there really can slaughter ppl's head..LOL
Had a great time with u guys!(:
Went to woodstage and cut my hair..It's kinda wavy now..(:
new style..No more rebornding!hehe.
Sean dyed his hair yellow.LOL
After that went to snooker as usual!
then went to some chinese restaurant to have dinner with sean's mum n sis!along with Puven!Stupid Puven eat shit laaaa..cheat ppl's money...hahaha
But I still lack of something.!your love..It's been months tat we havent talk..I hope you'll talk to me soon..Sigh.!I've been missing you everyday non-stop
What can I do besides missing you endlessly..
Insomiaaaa cant sleep..Emo-in thinking of you!sigh.
What on earth can I do to make you trust me and give me another chance?Sigh!
I'm sorry!It's my fault.
Can you forgive me?and let's start a new life with me?I swear I'll change.
Give me one last chance pls?Everyday I pray to god and beg for you to forgive me and let me care for you..Sigh!
Take care..<3

'Titanic' Theme Song

2010-12-10T19:09:00.000-08:00

Mood Swing..-.-

2010-12-10T10:32:00.000-08:00

I was so happy yesterday!!!Dunno why am I so down today..Sigh.!
I hope you're here with me now so that I hug u n wouldn't let you go.I told you that I'll love you forever..I'm not talkin rubbish or crap here..I'm serious bout it..I'm sorry bout my "tidak apa" attitude and other bad habits.!I'm sorry and I hope you'll really give me a chance to change myself..
Arh!!!Honestly, I cant stop thinking bout you all day..I''m faking my smile n laughter everyday in front of my family, relatives and friends.
I really do love you..Give me one more chance and I will not disappoint you again..I swear.!
I know I'm the one wrong and always make empty promises.
Human always make mistakes right?not all humans are perfect, like you said.
I just wanna see you living a happy life and all the best for next year's SPM!
study hard!Good luck..
Loveee u BP!
hope we can talk to each other soon.);
Nights Peepz!

R.I.P Alvis Kong

2010-12-10T07:06:00.000-08:00

Although I'm not a close fren of yours, but I just wanna say rest in piece pal. I respect you. But you ditched your friends and make them feel down. They miss you and I can only hope God will forgive you. I'll pray hard for you..take care up there man!
Hope you can see what I'm trying to tell you here. Your lost hurt the whole malaysia and your close friends.
R.I.P
Take care.!

What A Blast Night!-.-

2010-12-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

Lol..It was like a blast night in maison with my friends after SPM!!(:
woohooo..everyone's done with spm now..let's burn the books!!(;
n throw the ashes into the sea..haha.(:
Sigh..Why do I always think of you when I wanna do something..):
I can feel like you're near me or something..
Had fun drinking with my schoolmates and my bunch of friends..
crazy fella!force me to bottoms up so many cups..Screw you!
The dj was awesomeeeeeeeeee..I cant describe how awesome they were..It's just awesomeeeeeeeeee!!!!
lol..we started dancing like a nut..-.-
Haha...MAISON ROX..but now..the people there are getting lesser..why why why??no idea..left the club bout 3 went to yum cha!(:Vomit like a cancer patient yesterday..WTF. now my throat hurts like hell..-.-
Stupid alchohol..drank too much I think.
Went to times square's hotel and stayed for a night after we got drunk n doze off at bout 4.30.
Some assholes blast musics in the hotel rooms while other people sleeping..Really crazy and high already..One more thing is Sean was asleep and few fellas pulled him mattress outside the corridor..so he slept there for few hours till the guard woke him up...hahahahaha...Dam funny la..We took a video too!!(:
Arh..headache already still bloggin...enough enough!!cukup!
ARH!!!Need some rest now..(:
BYEBYE!
I'll be back tmrw..*(:

Futsal Futsal..Ole Ole Goal..(:

2010-12-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

As usual..Slept in dennis's house..haha..bloody fucker make me cant sleep..LOL
I know you miss your girlfren..stop talkin craps you ass..xD
So dead tired nowww..played some puzzle game in puven's house with her sister..omg
feel so dam awkward..lol..
I'm soooooo boring nowww....wish I can live with my frens..and you..(;
Sigh..I cant stop thinkin of you..You're like a part of my life..sigh..Seems like We're getting further apart..
It's okay..I'll still continue to love you..like what I said to you..I'm not joking!
Sien Sien Sien...
Kah weng's goin to sing.Cant kacau him anymore...):
for a week..haha..Cant wait to partay tmrw with all my buddies!
"FULAMAK"
Our gang's WORD!
Cool right??hahaha..Feel like gettting my tongue pierced next week..(:
But I'm afraid that I cant eat after that..-.-
Had dinner with puven and all while playing..!
Tomorrow is gonna be a hell of a night!woohoooo..(:
I'mma make them drunk till they cant recognise their mum..haha..
When they wake up in the morning.. they will go"What did we do yesterday night?"..hahaha..
Gonna sleep now..dam sleepy..!(:
Toodles!
I always forgive you..But do you?
Bp!<3

Wat An Awesome day! Dead Tired!!

2010-12-07T12:22:00.000-08:00

Well, bloggin in the middle of the night!-.-AWESOME thing to do..haha
Went futsal in the morning, SAD CASE I wasn't in form!):
Dad started nagging at me cause I was late for family lunch..LOL
Feel so dead after lunch..@@
ughh!!
Dint get to go online these days..Too busy with outings..!lol..N one more thing I miss you!
Hopin you will talk to me soon..sigh!I was thinkin bout past n memories we had..Miss them so much.
I can only see u in my dreams sigh..!
Arh!!!feel so emooo now..-.-
It was only just a "DREAM", love this song so much.!sigh..
enough of bla bla bla already!
Went for counselling in th evening with my family..finally got to communicate with my family(; ,
Thx teacher!for giving me hope!I'll bark up my studies in the future I promise!
No more empty PROMISES arthur!
trust who you are and give it all!!
LOL
talking to myself..-.-
Met up with dennis went to some small shoplots for dinner..(;
then went to some pub so called "LAUGHING CAFE"
POTONG STEAM LA..bloody lots of prostitude
N they were like keep staring at me..OMG!
haha
OPENED 4 buckets of tiger..Kena CONNED by the girls..how stupid isit..-.-
Bloody ham sup sean wasted my money..o0o
haha...got a bit high after tat..Went to top two for pool and snooker!(;
BORING!!ownage again..sien!!no challenge, haha..xD
Balik kampung la blacky kena sapu by me in snooker..o0o eat this..(:
Went to dennis's house which is where am I now..LOL
watching MU vs Valencia.(;
no no noo....consided one goal!!-.- MU don't disappoint meee!!!
Whatever is it...What I do is for you..
Trying so hard to change myself..ILY!
GTG watch football now..(:
Toodles!

G.Night everyone..especially YOU!<3
ILY forever and always.
Trust me..I'm always there for you if you need me..<3
I need you more than the night sky needs the moon..sigh..I mean it!
God please answer my prayers. If you must take instead of my life.

only updating only if I'm freee...woohooo...freedom!(;
TaTa!

Pre celebration for SPM!

2010-12-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

Yes!!finally the last day of spm is coming!!
I'll be rotting homw with my comp after tomorrow.LOL
I miss high school..like seriously hope I could go back to pass and fix my life n concentrate on my studies..I'm so frustrated now and disappointed my parents that I cant do well in my major exam=SPM
Sigh...I promise You daddy and mummy
I'll be a better person and do well in the future..(;
thanks for your support n love all this while..
I never appreciate them..From now on..I'll be a good boy and stop all my bad habits!
Thanks to my buddies that cheered me up yesterday..Had a great time with you.
But seriously yesterday's DJ sucks..(POTONG STEAM)
-.- ruin my day..
I dunno how to describe my love towards you anymore..I'm trying my best to prove myself.
Give me time kay?
Why am I so emoo before the last day of SPM?
Sigh..I'll never stop loving you..You mean a lot to me..
One Word for you: I LOVE YOU BP!
I stalk you because I love you and I care for you..Please talk to me..I'm like talking to the moon everyday.
I can never stalk or know how you're doin nowadays..);

ILY.!
Take Care.
Memories really doesn't fade away easily with love..
You've changed me.!

Dreaming of you-Selena with lyrics

2010-12-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

Feel like bloggin again..(;

2010-12-05T03:39:00.000-08:00

LAUNDRY's Dj sucks!!!Never ever go to LAUNDRY during the weekends!!
Got tipsy ystd...LOL..wasn't feeling well..
Stupid chee weng n Biel.!!!recorded me emo-ing..sigh..
Funny part is abiel took a shot of chee weng with underwear..hahaha..
I prayed everyday for you to be happy in your life..
I prayed tat you'll forgive me..
I've made up my mind to wait for you no matter what your decision is,
I'll always be there for you n care for you.
I'll respect your decisions if you've made up your mind not to talk to me..
I feel like dying everyday without thinking of you..
Ugh!!I'm too into you!N I do really love you..
Can you like at least give me a chance or anything to make me feel better?or understand me?
I swear to you I'll be a better person..sigh..
I've made up my mind to stop smoking..(;
I'm serious bout it..but it seems not to be not working..but this time..It's gonan be real..(;
Went to church with ma sleepy tiring look, -.-
What a day..(;
I feel like cryin n shouting out loud..
Not much to say..Eating M&M's now..yummy!!!(;
gonna work out after spm n I'mma do foundation on marketing..(;

ILY,
Take care..<3

bak everyone...

2010-09-03T18:20:00.001-07:00

it was an awesome day ystd with u bp...aww...the heart shape u send me...it's so redd!!n lovely...(:oh well...btw...i flunk my sej n maths paper i think..):
i'm realli tat suck in my studies since mixing around with my so called "heng dai"..BRAAAAAAthers instead of brothers...haha...thw way u express ur luv bi it's so touching...i realli hope we can last forever...just as long as i'm with u.. n i'm realli sorry tat i broke my promise a few times...k?u can ditch me if i break my promise one more time..(:
i luv u very much bP!.ur'e my everything...o yeah...n tuesday n thrusday was a boom boom pow day...haha...had fun lalaing with u too...blek!!!..ur'e so so so so cute...just like my dog when she's a puppy..ahh!!!!EXAM after holidays again...BORED!!!i'm goona die anytime man..this stp exam cant stop bugging me...hope to get 5 credits dear...bless me..(:
lol..it's funny though i update my blog just only i'm awake..haha..havent even brush my teeth...i bet ur'e gonna say smeely piggie again rite?=P..
x0x0..luv u b.P
"kisses"huGs"..muacks

BAK!!!

2010-03-04T00:36:00.000-08:00

hey guys...i'm goonaaa update my blogg..but not now..LOL..=D

lovEs reaLLy hurtS a loT...stuDies cOme firSt

2009-05-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

Sigh slept so late ystd....haix...waiting for SUMONE's sms...in the end...she ended up sleeping n make me sleep at 5..sad~~called her few times but she rejected my call.....wtheck???forget bout everything...dun wanna be sad anymore....
LOLs....so tiring man this morning...i went for futsal though.....score more than 10 goals...=D...so pro....hahas...jokEs...=.=
my sports so teruk ady....wat oso cha liao...so sad....my leg la...useless left foot...feel like chopping it off....haix...not fully recovered yet after one month++so sad...~~
argh....exams r around the corner...nid to study liao....sien...hate exams...wastin time....=Dso sien la....nth to do...only update this lame n useless blog...lols...=P
i miss the party to loong's house....argh...no transport..sigh..hate everyone except sumonE...lols...dunno wat am i talking about...=Dhaix...gtg d...nite nite everyone...xOXo...luv ya...sweet dreams...=D

aHH!!!hoLIdaYS..><

2009-03-17T21:30:00.001-07:00

aHHHHH.....fiNAlly there a ONe weeK break.....actually leh....holiday oso quite siEn one lor...haha...HOLIDAYS......if ur'e at homE....its like committing suicide...haha.....boring dou....
haha...i started to miss the sound of laughter chit chatter we have in school....haha......with my frens of course...lOL......holidays r like putting a string of matrixes tat strays off its tangent n comes bak again...LOL...haha......then schOOL days goNNA start....siENZ...
hoMEwoRks really killS man...oMG.......today suppose to go sing k with my frens....then sumthing happen to my family...isHHH~~~~damn 7 dulan...haha....
i hope to meet u guys in mbs...duNNo when is the rite time...lOl.....BUuu~~~~~
oways FFk by so amny ppL>..especially....the stupid pIG head....
stupid stupid stupid idiot...hate ffkERs.....ah~~!!!!!!!
hope i can juMP age to 18....hope to own a car...~~haha....in my dreamss la lOl...
anyoNE free???
can call me out for activities...lOL.....
so sIEN a everyday onLIne at home.....haiyor.....
oMG....man......i'm sufferin a....hope there's sumone for there to care for me...talk bout tat....so hurtin...~~
one day i hope my true luv will appear...haha....siEN leh first time so long dint couple...haha./....8months d i think....
so gtg...ciaOz....
xOxO...
luv u guys....soyOnarA....
byEz...have a goOd daY...
hoPE god blESS u all....lOL...

i"m baK...=/=

2009-02-27T22:02:00.000-08:00

wAAA.....today i so siONG=pAIn....ysTD...
the blacK guY=seaN in school he go tackle me purposely till my whole leg bleed...gosH...
he a memang kurang ajar....
stupid n idiot guY...haha....
errr....wenT foR fuTsal todAY....it suppose to be 10...dunno which guy not organised then delay it till 11......nEXT timE dun invite me anymore sean....u ffKEr.....everytime ffk me...this is 2nd time...ishh....
haha.....miSS sumone....guess who guys....haha....who can guess it then i treat u eat abalone....n big meal.....haha.....so sien la keep update my blog...i oso sien ady....haizz......i'll update once every two week...lOL....
emm....wanna go doTA.....byEbYe....
take k u guys in mbS....miss u all.....~~ttYl...

fUn n fUNny nItE+pErfEct momEntS

2009-02-08T23:27:00.000-08:00

iT wAs a LOL day for me......
wake up....eat sleep.....eat again.....play basketball....eat again.....=)
went for cycling....then saw many fiReworks...Lol...it was pang pang pang....so noisy....my neighbourhood was so hOt n SMOking.....so many parties going on.....saw many lenglUI...xD..buT noT interested...u know la...i'm a good boy....is very good boy....xD
then wait for my bro's fren...JUN HAn...said wanted to play fireworks at 9..who knows??delayed till 10.30..ZzzZ.....
laI kiat=my fren...=scared of so called"POP'"POP"....wahahaha....
we throw like few hundreds of it towards him....he was like shouting n crying out for his mum...haha....no BALLS....ah gUA....=.=
i recorded some nice video...come c me if u wanna have a look...LOL....
we invenTed some fireworks ourselves..LOL...it was like mixture la...so horrrible n dangerous...OMG...omost buRn up ppl's house.....haha
we haD so mAny fun....so>>it was 12+++so we sweat like hell.....
cANt finISh the fIRecrackers...so we keep it for today.....
then i went bak took a quick bath....on da phone with abIEl...LOL
tat guy rockS...=bEsT fren...lol..eventhuogh i only knew him for like a month....
his mum keep nagging at him n call him to go to bEd...i was like keep laughing on da the phone...sAid'gO sleep la u slEEpY p*&^%..haha
then i watched maNu vS wHU.....mE=mAN u fAn...siAL.....
haha....err then i feEl l=slEEpy then sleep lU....><
aBIEl wAs on fiRe....haha...oWe me sUmthIN abIEl...dUN ffK a....

sIEnnn a>><<

2009-02-07T00:59:00.000-08:00

haIYOrr...wat a boring day......wake up minum miloRR.....bring dog out for a walk....water the plants......><
wash my own shoe..~~rajinnya.....hahas...xD...
err...then online lor......watch tv......
finish all my homeworks....xD
first time i so hardworking......
suddenly like other person d......
maybe too happy guA....or too siEn....i dunNO
no idEa.....alL my feI loU fren keep ask me
'ARTHUR....how u kam fei one????teach me la...jiBAI'
i oso laugh...HAHhahahaha...i try so many ways oso fail la....
jeremy....miss u la brO....tong juns toO....
i hope}}all my frens transfer to sri sempurna.....suRe vEry fUn de....
erR....gTg d lOr...
get readY foR bbQ parTy in daNiEls' hOUse=dJ's hoUSe....lol
byEz
gO wear lengzai lengzai.....likE jaY chOU..xP
JKjk...i forEver oso tAt yoNg suI dE leR....haha
byE niTe...miss eUi..
xOxO....

fIRsT daY oF scHoOl><

2009-02-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

wAlaO>><<...sO siEn bUT fun...lol....
mAny incIDenT happen o...err...claSs wAs boRInG...bReAk wAs teRRiblE...
sEan tAt soN oF tHe^%$#@ sPIt wAtEr oN my fAcE...wT%
tat guY a...really iGnorANt...LOL..>>
BuT i tOOk mY reVEnGE oN hIm...sPIT hIM tWicE...hAha...
Er..cW diNT cOMe scHoOl sO siEn....><
haIx.....tAtS aLL LU...=)
tAke K u gUYS In mBS miSS u gUYS...bYEz...u guys...
stuDy hARd o>>
nItE....sWeEt drEAms....

HApPy bElaTeD bIrtHdAY

2009-02-01T05:41:00.000-08:00

LOL>>>as usual...went out with justin>>taOkEi,kELvIN>>tat fATty cRaB,nElSOn>>oranG gilA...n waichiNG...waiKuAn..+oNE unkNown...to pAvillion.....
wOOt....we wEnt to eRR....maKan...in toNy roMAs....
tHEn...we wantEd to watcH undErworlD3..Who knoWs...in tHE enD...
eND uP in hANG tuAh...dAgei pULAk....sIENzZ...
fEEdEr mirana=justIN,soLO feedEr doGlikE=nelSOn,fEeder faRmer=kELvin..>>me??
veNO pRO...haAHha...jk...
eRR....iT wAs aS uSual loR like oLD daYS...
emm....miss U gUYS in mBS....
byE.....GTTg....
taTA...
niTE..
miSS ya>...<>arThUr<=>hAnAzAwA rUi<
xOXo